INFLUENZA (Virus infection) G2 L2 2/2 extreme
Even though I “I am at their mercy.” And I have feelings of being under the influence of malicious spiteful unkind malevolent forces and of being weak and helpless and it may reflect the vulnerability feelings that accompany times and processes of great change, there is a fear of attack from others and of taking life in fully and I have a strong experience of lack of support and protection and I have the experience that the very worst is about to happen to me. Even though there is a good deal of internal conflict, confusion and susceptibility to suggestion, especially from the “world of agreement” or the “group mind” or “statistical proofs.” and I am the product of severely untrustworthy parenting arising out of a deeply fearful family and there is an insufficient involvement and interaction, an “among us but not of us” pattern and underneath is a buried rage and hatred for my being so alone, alien and alienated and it comes from a family in which I could do no right as the unrecognized and unacknowledged “family hoist” upon whom everyone depended and whom no one supported, sustained or validated. I am free to let all negativity go now and forever and heal deeply and completely. I give my Self permission to release all resistance to healing and I release the feelings of being under the influence of malevolent forces and of being weak and helpless and I release the vulnerability feelings that accompany times and processes of great change, and I release the fear of attack from others and of taking life in fully and I release the strong experience of lack of support and protection and I give myself permission to release the experience that the very worst is about to happen to me and I release internal conflict, confusion and susceptibility to suggestion, especially from the “world of agreement” or the “group mind” or “statistical proofs.” and I release the insufficient involvement and interaction, an “among us but not of us” pattern and I release the buried rage and hatred for my being so alone, alien and alienated I release the feeling that I could do no right as the unrecognized and unacknowledged “family hoist” upon whom everyone depended and whom no one supported, sustained or validated. I am free to let all negativity go now and forever and heal deeply and completely. I love and accept my Self deeply and completely as I truly am and I know that all is well.
G2-GRATITUDE Gratitude opens the floodgates of heaven for the blessings I receive from God. I am grateful for Divine wisdom and guidance, for the courage to face my pain and for the strength of my spirit, the love in my heart and the willingness to walk the path of healing. I count my blessings as I allow love to touch my heart and my healthy body to be nourished as I allow joy and peace to inhabit my body, my heart and my soul. I am grateful to find myself in the company of people who are supportive of my life. I give thanks for each member of the spiritual community, program or fellowship of which I am a part. I now feel gratitude to those from whom I seek counsel who inspire me to deepen my faith in God and strengthen my belief in my Self from deep within. I now have gratitude for having survived the anguish of the past and even now as the challenges of life are tested and I have made it through another night. I am grateful for my victory and celebrate it in each moment, and when the moment comes when I feel there is no one to whom I can turn, I know that I am never really alone, and I give thanks to God for guiding me out of the ashes. I am grateful for what I have to share with others and I am grateful even for the things I am unable to change, for they are my teachers. Wherever I am I find beauty in act of kindness, in the ripple of sunlight, on the water, in the loving look from an animal, gratitude brings a calmness to my life, a quiet joy and bounty, I express gratitude each morning as the sun comes up, and again in evening as the sun goes down.
#2Even though my heart-smart and I am experiencing an intense sense of sadness and deprivation and a deep need or desire for something that is not being fulfilled and I have an intense longing for love, a pronounced sense of being alone on my own forever, and a desperate need for being held arising from a feeling of undeservingness. And I feel utterly separated from and unable to connect with any source of love, and I feel that nobody cares about me and I am aching to be held and loved, and I feel that all my attempts to do anything about it are derailed or futile I am free to let all negativity go now and forever and heal deeply and completely. I give my Self permission to release all resistance to healing and I release the deep seated heart-smart that I am experiencing and I release the intense sense of sadness and deprivation and the deep need or desire for something that is not being fulfilled and I release the intense longing for love, and the pronounced sense of being alone on my own forever, and I release the desperate need for being held arising from a feeling of undeservingness. And I release the feeling of being separated from and unable to connect with any source of love, and I release the feeling that nobody cares about me and I am aching to be held and loved, and I release the feeling that all my attempts to do anything about it are derailed or futile so I let all negativity go now and forever and heal deeply and completely. I love and accept my Self deeply and completely as I truly am and know that all is well.
L2-LOVE PAID FORWARD I live in harmony and balance with everyone I know. Deep at the center of my being, there is an infinite well of love. I allow this love to flow to the surface now. It fills my heart, my body, my mind, my consciousness, my very being, and radiates out from me in all directions and returns to me multiplied. The more love I use and give, the more I have to give. The supply is endless. The use of love makes me feel good; it is an expression of my inner joy. . I am full of passion for love and for life. I am not afraid to love. My past has no power over me. I love myself; therefore, I take loving care of my body. I lovingly feed my body with nourishing foods and beverages; I lovingly groom it and dress it so my body lovingly responds to me with vibrant health and energy. I love myself; therefore, I provide for myself a comfortable home, one that fills all my needs and is a pleasure to be in. I fill the rooms with the vibration of love so that all who enter, my Self included, will feel this love and be well nourished by it. I love myself; therefore, I behave and think in a loving way to all people for I know that which I give out returns to me multiplied. I only attract loving people in my world, for they are a mirror of what I am. I love myself; therefore, I forgive and totally release the past and all past experiences, and I am free. I love myself; therefore, I live totally in the now. I experience each moment as good, knowing that my future is bright and joyous and secure. I am a beloved child of the universe, and the universe lovingly takes care of me now and forever more. All is well in my world. All is perfect, whole, and complete.
I turn my Self around to the right 333 times and stand in my power.
By the power of God, all curses, interference and resistance are bound and defeated, and must leave us, the human race, and this planet now, to return to the source, to be revealed in the truth, and absolved in the light, once and for all, right now; so be it, let it be done, and it is so. Thank you.
** (Repeat Curse Clearing 2 more times. Afterwards Breath in your nose, hold your breath and release negative breath from your mouth).